Wednesday, August 10, 2016
I had finally gotten to a point where I could go through all of my fall and Halloween craft goodies and came upon this little booklet....
I had started with a FB and Youtube group called "Listers gotta List", she gave us prompts every month and then we could journal. This was a new idea for me and I had latched onto it pretty strong... It was such a shock to see this as I had just started a bit late in September. But I was so enjoying it... then Chris had got his cancer diagnosis....I should have journaled through the whole process but I just couldn't put the words on paper....made it too real, too scary at the time.
Literally our world stopped as we knew it....all of the joys and hardships of our lives went away...and we went just into survival mode....chemo, hellacious surgery, more chemo, infections, poor blood counts, all of it just became our only existence. To keep him alive and have him survive this onslaught!
We are all struggling to get back to life, and frankly so happy for the struggle....Chris is doing so well ( thank you all) and recently had an MRI and CT of his chest as bone cancer of his kind goes there a lot....it was totally normal! ( Thank you again ) He is in PT for strength in that leg and chomping at the bit to get back to his life....this is where the patience comes in....we are not done with this particular road we travel but I can see the junction ahead. But we can breathe again...almost a year to the date we are back into everyday life and it is so sweet....
And so, this morning I am grateful for this chance to begin again.....
For me, this photo says it all....blank pages... waiting to be inspired and filled with the joy of living...again!
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Tuesday, May 31, 2016
Can you tell he is happy here?????
It has been a grueling 9 months, from diagnosis to chemo to surgery to more chemo. They had to stop the chemo at 4 more to go as his kidney's were not functioning right. He was ecstatic to say the least, and a bit worried....his one doctor at Mayo told him that they have a specific protocol they follow as far as the number of treatments, but there are many who cannot finish it for a multitude of reasons. It made all of su feel a bit better hearing that.
He was told by his Ortho doc that he no longer needs the brace, and he can put 30 pounds of pressure on the entire foot now, not just walk on the ball of it. He is building muscle and it hurts like hell!
Chris is a trooper....no if, ands or buts about it!
We are both exhausted and sleep a lot....making up for all of those lost hours along the way.
I cannot wait to see him with a full head of hair and eyebrows again...
....so glad that when he starts to feel better it will just continue to get better and better. No more one week of feeling human and three weeks of the month feeling beyond horrible.
Hopefully in a month or so he will be back to work at least part time. Oh, and he can drive now....not sure how I feel about that one! lol
We are feeling extremely blessed to have all of the support in the form of prayers, well wishes and help from our families and friends. Couldn't have done this without you.
THANK YOU ALL !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now, on to living life as we knew it....:)
This is the family on Chris' 32nd birthday, he wanted to have it at Peter Piper Pizza!
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